I'll be lovely someday.

To take a best friend of someone is the worst thing a person can do. Ever.

A girl i was close with turned on me for no reason. She knew everything about me, all my secrets etc. I trusted her with everything. But when she began to avoid me and ignore me i knew something was up. I later foudn out that the whole year group knew those secrets. She turned into a bitch from then on. And My bestfriend Barry wont speak to me anymore. I constantly text him but i never get a reply. And when i finally did get one reply it was him telling me i became a bitch and theres no point in us being friends. The hurt and pain im feeling i indescribable. I really fucking miss him. He was like a brother to me. Protective, truthworthy and honest. Everyone knowing my secrets is bad enough but to lose barry is the worst fucking thing ever. I still love him and i miss him more than anything atm. I need him so much right now but he made it perfectly clear he hates me now. Ill continue to write to him every few days hoping he’ll reply. As for that girl. She gets meaner by the day..